This Night so hurt

I feel chargined about what I did yesterday. And it makes me feel more guilty. Honestly I say, that I was scared. I wonder what kind of punishment will I get. 

And Today

You? 

You hurt me more with your behavior is still the same.
Why can't you be my leading man? you dont understand how it, or you're still not mature to do this. I just want you to respect me as a person who you love, and you keep me as a precious diamond. 

:(

Maybe I dont you look like that. Yes, you just think of me as a girlfriend. Only your closest friend. I'm very sad if that fact.
Please dont be like that at me. 

That's enough with the past. 

I'm not strong.
Or I'll go, look for an adult figure that :(